I have created myself a new persona.
Meet mighty-pen (https://www.deviantart.com/mighty-pen) who is the more mature, poetical me. Check it out, why dontcha?
Yeah, like someone said in the forums new accounts are for people who suck and need to restart. Which I kinda did.
But that's just a writing account, I will re-open the lampshade for visual art business. I have been working on some suitcases which I will post up as soon as a camera becomes handy, so tomorrow I guess.
I have also figured out a way to manage both accounts in a non-annoyng way: on firefox I will always be signed into mighty-pen (https://www.deviantart.com/mighty-pen) and on safari, this account. Genius!